sebenernya gua selalu bingung mau isi post apa, haha tapi satu hal yang gua pingin lakukan skrg adlh curhat.
mgkn akan ngebosenin, hahaha but ill be pleased if you want to read ;)
saat ini adalah bener2 saat tersulit dalam hidup gua, saat dimana gua disibukkan oleh sgala macam hal. pelajaran dan cinta.cryish or happiness. tears or laugh. hhhhh *deep breath*. sebentar lagi gua akan lulus dari sanur. dalam hati gua seneng bgt, gua uda cukup jenuh belajar dan sekolah di sanur, come and go there everyday. empatbelas tahun.
kayaknya cukup banget menggambarkan betapa lama gua berada di dalem penjara itu. just imagine, brarti dalam hidup gua sampe hari ini, gua cuman 4 taun berada diluar sanur. but deep in my heart, gua takut bgt ga bsa adaptasi di kampus gua yang baru. gua takut gua dianggep aneh. nerd. ga bisa bergaul diluar sana. satu hal lagi, santa ursula uda jadi rumah kedua buat gua. i wonder if i'd never miss it for my whole life.
tapi seiring bertambahnya umur, gua harus sadar kalo misalnya apa yang gua mau di dunia ini ga bsa semua terpenuhi. ada perjumpaan, ada juga perpisahan. itu hukum kehidupan. hhhh i guess it enough said.
as we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. you'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. you'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. so take many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you'll never been hurt! life comes with no guarantees... no time outs, NO second chances! you just have to live life to the fullest! tell someone what they mean to you! speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep, watching the sun come up, stay up late, smile until your face hurts! don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love or kiss someone unexpectedly and most of all... live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of lost happiness you can't never get back!!
-from BM
